X 13.We all have … a dirty side.
We adore to express our craziness.
It makes us feel … alive … … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
It was almost … the end of the high school.
3-4 weeks … and that beautiful story came to an end.
All of them … had probably go to different universities from all over the country.
They were in camp.
She was playing cards with James and Will.
Both of them … liked her, but no one ever said a word about that.
But … Evelyn knew all.
She didn’t say a word either … but she liked very much that those 2 boys adored her.
She felt … a little princess … enjoying the feeling of being wanted.
It was late.
Most certainly … after midnight.
And they continued playing cards.
Acting … like kids … but actually knowing they are teenagers now.
All 3 … knew that between them … it was a weird energy.
It was funny … cause James and Will … were very good
friends.
Suddenly … the electricity stops.
The darkness overwhelms … the room.
They were … all 3 … staying in bed.
So … they wait.
Maybe … there is a technical problem … and they just have to wait 4-5 minutes.
… then start again playing cards.
But … the problem is not fixed.
They start feeling asleep.
They lie down.
Keep talking.
Suddenly … Evelyn starts to touch them.
… both of them.
And the game … continues.
… having sexual trends.
She is playing … in the same time with … both of them.
It is all … amazing.
All 3 … start to be overwhelmed of weird emotions.
And …. she continues to touch them.
Making them … be excited.
… feeling wanted.
Of course … by both of them into the same time.
It was the same game done in high school … day by day … by such a long time … but now all was more … realistic .
She used to play with their minds … but now … all was real.
Yes … all expressed … as a game.
… a very nice game of touching.
Intense.
….feeling dominated by unknown emotions …
unexperienced before.
She liked it … a lot.
Most certainly … the boys too.
Later on … years later … she was remembering that game with nostalgia … but never dared to do it again.
Never dared again … to allow herself to express that dark side.
… be crazy.
Act … weird.
Have … dirty experiences.
And … feel alive.
In fact … didn’t allowed herself to experience … fantasies anymore.
Most certainly … she forgot that sometimes … even for short moments … we can live in fairy tales … and … express the unexpressed.
Be … wild.
Act … beyond the limits of normality.
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